yaee!!! finally the freaking exam is OVER! keke can start watching my animes le.. just finished like 5 episodes of prince of tennis, but the download speed is too slow at the rate im watching my animes!!! hiyo.. lytt how to download and pia when i go back hall...

i did something quite stupid the other day, wanted to call my dad so that he can come hall to fetch me, and i stupidly keyed in his number instead... and i didnt realise it and even called, then halfway i was like... shit... then faster cut.. haha... i think it shows that subconsciously im like used to it le... used to the old lifestyle i had...

read yow's blog today... actually been wondering if something happened between him and his gf, cuz i saw his msn nick and it wasnt exactly very nice... and i could sort of guessed what happened... and his blog confirmed it... itz quite sad reading it... and the girl... just sound so like me... in some ways... aye nvm... hope he's coping well...

but anyway im glad that things are for a change now =) although many things are like going around... but i have learnt to ignore... ignorance is bliss... haha... im happy with my small circle of frenz here and there... must really meet up with them during the holz!!!

will be flying to thailand soon le!!! hope i wont be thinking too much... although it's just 5 days.. =p

feels like forever...

shocking me
12:25 AM

feeling quite stressed up but happy with life nowadays... =)

but the happier i feel, the worse i feel too...
*to him: pls, dun bother about me anymore... im sorry to have worried you, but pls pls, dun be so nice to me... then u are doing me a great favour... and to add one more favour, get a girl 100 times better than me, someone who can always be there for u... u never noe...
im not worth anything...

shocking me
5:26 PM

itz always good to sleep if u are feeling the worse of ur life... then u can forget everything... not that i managed to sleep until like 2 or 3 am i think...

i guess the best solution to this freaking problem is to just heck what others say... im trying and i hope i can... been telling myself to ignore since dunno when... but everything just set in suddenly... aye... nvm, shall try to ignore...

at least there is a great reason for me to hold on...

shocking me
7:49 AM

feeling screwed up... super screwed up... what's with my life?? im a bad girl... dun come near me...

shocking me
12:07 AM

yosh!!! haha it really doesnt feel like im having a paper at 5 later... but anyway itz computing so whats needed to be in my head is already in my head... dunno means dunno... see how ba!!! haha... realise that always until exam period, like the day before the exam or the day itself, then i almost stop absorbing le... like suddenly - sianz

niwae was a good start for a morning so cold!!!!! haha stupid mg lah... wah my blog can be a great place to scold him man.. nobody in kr links my blog.. muahahaha... yeah.. kk shant be so bad to my dear baby bear...

alright! back to computiiiing... everybody let's jia you!!

shocking me
7:50 AM

muahaha... actually not a very very good time to start my blogging spirit going again since im like have a computing paper tml and a marketing paper on wed and so on.. owells general update.. much has happened.. and i shant say much here.. life still goes on as usual...

cant wait for the stupid exams to finish!!!!!!!!!
~simple as it should be...~

shocking me
10:15 AM