lalala here comes the slacking days! no more work! only windsurfing! haha... i seriously think that im going to be bored to death man... but wat can i do... cant take up part time work which lasts for like 3 weeks right... owells... niwae going to windsurf later! today i must try the beach start: starting windsurfing without getting wet. haha, and if the conditions allow, probably a jump! haha, but i think itz still quite impossible at this stage where im like still struggling to move where i want to... at least im glad that i can do tacks and gybes just after 3 sessions of windsurfing! muahaha... oh yeah, time to go man, wind wind wind!!!

shocking me
8:12 AM

dunoe why, these few days feel very sian... sometimes, i try to be a good girl, dun ask for much, but yet my heart yearns for it... wat i say doesnt match how i feel at all... but yet if i ask for too much i feel very bad... i dunoe... aye... i just cant express myself infront of pple... how...

i always say that im okay, even when im obviously not, thatz becoz i cant think of anything else to say if im asked the question "why?"

shocking me
8:38 PM

yosh, im in vj now, using one of the other relief teacher's com to blog... hahaha... damn sianz, only have 2 periods today!!!!! nvm that is like one of the busiest days already, tml 1 period... maybe i should go do the whole tys, then can spend more time... hahaz... teaching here for 2 weeks... way to go! hopefully the lesson later wont be disastrous.... yeap... the marker collection auntie sux. what kind of attitude man... first time dunoe how to take markers then she chao impatient. faster! take the markers then tell me how many you took! fine fine... owells hope can see my juniors today!

shocking me
8:22 AM