yo yo yo! hahaz... just talked to william yesterday, actually got pple say my blog very light hearted... hehe thanks!

anyway me grace and lor attended this talk today, by UAN, united artistes network, cool right! now we finally know chank's secret! why always got pple call him during lesson time, why he always return our assignments and tests sooooo late, why he's dark eye rings never gets better, why he is always online till late at night, hahaz..

i have been thinking since just now, wat i really want in life, then i can decide wat i wana do after A levels... and i think that i want to be active in my social life, and also have time for my family, i think i shall just settle down with being a teacher... cum some post in UAN lorz, so that i can get more exposure... hahaz.. then i will become the 2nd chanks, but at least i will put my priorities on teaching... hahaz...

im still quite keen on studying in japan leh, but the carreer prospects for the first one seems better to me, as in it fits me better lorz... hmm... actually im just trying to tell myself all these to make myself unwilling to apply for firefly scholarship, hahaz, i dread writing essays!!!!!! but one phrase that my cousin said that struck me yesterday, looking at the returns u get for writing the essay, itz quite worth it... if i ever get the scholarship i can go japan! thatz if i can lah, hahaz, but i doubt i will..

wana look at my prelim results before saying anything, but mum kept nagging me to fill in the form, then i have to start thinking bout everything again, aye then if i wait until after A levels then start to think, alot of stuff are too late to apply already, the firefly scholarship application is due end of october... aye SO FRUSTRATING!

if only somebody is there to tell me wat to do, then i just follow orders, actually my mum is sort of doing that, hahaz, maybe i should just listen to her and write the essays... i just HATE making decisions... yeah itz my life, but i dun mind doing anything for a carreer so as long as im fine with it, and im actually fine with alot of things... hahaz...

dear mentioned about setting up a business with jeremy, i thought about that.. maybe i can go learn something useful from UAN then help in doing business also, thatz another road... so many roads!!! hahaz... owells for anybody who is interested right, can ask chanks about it, then he will recommend u to the company, they having selections after A levels...

for some overview of wat the company does, itz like if u get selected, they will start grooming u so that after attending all the talks and seminars, you can do a part for the company, can do it full time, part time or just as a hobby... they customize the schedule of classes according to your timing... and you can choose what courses you want to attend, ranging from management, to performing arts lorz! you can undergo training to be an artiste and at the same time attend classes on management.... they say being an artiste itz good to know abit of everthing... yeah, there's alot more to it lorz..

hahaz wat a long entry, owells i think thatz all for the time being folks... i dread tml...


shocking me
6:36 PM

yosh... suddenly feel like blogging again... hahaz... had alot of thoughts after yesterday's encounter...

was swimming at my mum's fren's house... actually dunoe why muz go so far just for a swim but.. owells... guess where's the condo? around bukit timah area lah.. hahaz... but nvm lah, at least go there then my mum can talk to her old fren... quite unbelievable, they had been classmates throughout 4 years of secondary school life, and 3 years of poly life... hahaz... thatz 7 years of classmate... no wonder so good frenz...

anyway there was these 2 girls swimming in the pool too... decided to compete with them.. one of the girls lagged behind quite fast, but the other one quite fast eh... had a hard time keeping at the same pace with her... then in the end she won... hahaz u all muz think im so stupid right, this kind of silent competition also shuang... owells nothing else to do wat, great motivation for me to work out more...

after swimming, overheard the conversation between the 2 girls in the toilet... i think pple can hire me to go eavesdrop of pple's conversation liaoz... i think im quite good at that... hahaz but they were quite loud anyway...

information about the 2 girls: one is studying in SMU, taking 4 subz... maximum they can take is 5... dunoe about the other girl though... then here comes the part::::: the girl was talking about overseas cip programmes, then she say she's very keen on going on trips lytt... but the thing is that she said she dunoe which trip she should go, "which one better? vietnam? cambodia? got one trip involve something thatz got to do with the disposal of sewage or something lytt, eee i dun wana go for that lorz"

at least thatz wat i remembered her saying... wat is this world turning into? overseas cip work is supposed to help the needy over there, and here u are trying to choose which trip u can enjoy urself the most??? the purpose is quite defeated lorz... it becomes so fake... like we just go and help them during the 1 or 2 weeks and then thatz it... well if we build stuff like toilets and paint their schools... yeah thatz a good idea, but high up in the mountains, do they have stuff to maintain the toilets?? maybe the cleaniness, but wat if the pipes get clogged up or something lytt, then who's gonna solve the problem? the situation will become as bad as before...

think this is more of a trip to show to ourselves that look, we have done our part for the community... and smile =) but looking on the bright side, we did help them quite abit.. although it may not be lasting... yeah... hahaz... dunoe why suddenly become so critical about stuff... been searching for an article to do on!!! the firefly scholarship requires a 800 word essay discussing about a public incident in which u disagree wat the parties involved are doing... goodness me, this forced me to go read newspapers everyday lah... cant think of anything... any great ideas?? hahaz...


shocking me
8:59 AM