hahaz.. i realise that past few entries all about sailing... cuz normally i blog during the weekends and itz after sailing mah... but anyway this is another blog bout sailing! i think im getting so into the sport that im talking bout it all the time right... hahaz

right, started the day as usual, with problems here and there, then our girl cap az just broke down and cried.. not exactly cry but teared lah... i felt like crying too... but dunoe, juz seriously cant cry infront of my frenz, hahaz... cuz the guys were so irritating!!! i repeat! GUYS SUX, eh cannot be so general, okay VJ GUYS SAILORS SUX, well prob except for doug, okok here it goes again VJ SINGLE GUYS SAILORS SUX, hahaz.. as in seriously lorz, at least doug will always be around to provide help if i needed it.. like i asked him to help me take my daggerboard and rudder and tiller ex cuz the OTHER GUYS were already launching? and they dun give a damn of wat the girls are doing

but as uaual, my mood got better after sailing, previously i was quite sad that i had to give up my powerpack set, esp my kicker!!! the most impt thing in the set that needs to be adjusted... but... nvm.. blame on my inability to sail as well... aye... moe set sux, all the ropes are too short, think i will use back the vj ropes... yeah... seriously it really sux using a kicker that u cant loosen unless u go right to the front of the boat, stop the boat totally and adjust it, maybe in light wind can lah, but yeah i didnt bother to tighten it, rather it be loose than tight, lytt downwind wont cap so easily...

only sailed finish the whole course for 2 races, actually only one lah, the last one is back to shore, hahaz... but considering the fact that im using one of the lousiest equipments, i was quite near aubrey for the races, yeah!!! hahaz... thatz why i wasnt that sad, at least it shows that im improving, not just depending on the boat and sail quality, but skills =) yeap kk cannot be too complacent, race starting on wed, seriously hope that i can get into mid fleet, that time aub got around 26th if count the guys in too, aim to get somewhere there too, although this time round the fleet will be much bigger with all the other schools participating as well... wish me all the best!

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8:53 PM

yae!!! today i sailed well again... or maybe becuz itz a good boat with a good sail and full power pack... mabel's boat mah... hahaz... thatz why sometimes i could be on par with the rest of the sailors... sometimes... nvm nvm muz try to improve!!! at first i tot i wud get the lousiest stuff among the whole team for the laser trophy, cuz there aint enough good stuff for everybody, but hey... i get a power pack boat, although i dun have power pack, and itz a good boat, and i can still get to use my power pack kicker! hehe... thatz the most important thing, i wonder how the rest can survive on the old kicker lorz... feel damn bad, cuz i think pple like doug deserve the power pack kicker more than me lorz... but as azleen always say... thatz the guys wat, dun care la.. hahaz.. although i would very much like to care, i think im too tired to be always caring bout them... to think they will just hope to unrig asap and chiong to play soccer, dun even care bout bringing down one more trolley for the poor michelle whos still stuck in the water... owells

just nice aub wanted to go that place to packey chicken rice... so i went with her to packet my dinner as well, and i realised that it was the chicken rice which e's mum bought for me to eat when i went there one fine day... hahaz.. brings back memories... realise that i never did forget anything tat happened since sec 3 to now... as in those important stuff that i should remember lah... then went to my grandma house and had a good chat with my couz, gossiping as usual, heard alot more bout ivy and her 2 guys, realise that she did wat i did last year... shall not elaborate... hahaz and my poor couz had the same thing happening to her, juz that itz the guy not the girl in her case... but they patched after like... 2 weeks? hahaz... owells

oh yah, forgot to wish pang... congrats man! =) i think u carried on with ur plan right... so now u should be... ehhem.. hehe... kk itz private...

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10:22 PM

ah... tired!!! went sailing again today... looked as if there was gonna be strong wind... but the wind was super light!!! light until cannot light man... in the end uncle foo had to tow all of us back... cuz we will just take too much time drifting back ourselves... hahaz...

didnt go for the harmoc concert.. sorry pang lubin and terina... but hope tat the concert was a success anyway... oh and sorry grace too... i hope u still have somebody to go with =)

hmm aubrey and mabel said i sailed quite well today... although i was like always the 2nd last or 3rd last... i think i did improved... well at least i was around cheryl's area.. and she is not bad... =) hope i can continue to improve lorz...

suddenly felt very weird... that like... other than in school right... i dun really interact with my frenz anymore.. well besides going for like outings lah... june was asking me to go for tj dance and drama night cuz she is performing... then she said that hao tian and pei qin organising some clique gathering in conjunction with that lorz... but... not say i cant go.. but itz in the midst of the laser trophy regatta, and then i having sat in the morning... think if i go i will just die the nxt day... but i feel so sad.. haven seen them for really quite a while... well unless u include those coincidental meetings at orchard road... hahaz...

dunoe lah... i think i always think too much... oh yeah... terence's bday coming... and we gonna have an outing nxt sunday! hahaz... that means no sailing nxt sunday... ohohoh i discovered something interesting! rl's figure is zai man.. not say damn zai lah... but got shape and curvatures one!! (eh if u are reading this pls dun get offended) yeah... happened to see his body when he was running to the beach to play soccer and his shirt was wet and he's running against the wind.. yeah... hahaz... just a comment



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8:39 PM

aye suddenly both the 2 girls in my class so sad... and i aint doing anything to cheer them up... feeling damn bad...

lor: itz alright yah... dun think about it too much lorz... anyway itz already over... always look forward! =)

sher: laogong ar... u also take care okay... i noe ur mood like sin curve lytt... if only i can translate the graph until itz a straight line man... hahaz... if u need to thrash out some problems with him then go ahead... although i dun really noe wat exactly is the situation between the 2 of u... i wish u guys all the best okay... can see that u really like him alot =p so muz treasure hiM!!! dun let him go!!!

pang: hahaz... this week like never get to talk to u much... but anyway u dun need much counselling anymore... hahaz... always look so xin fu now... =) but still take care man... itz almost a week.. i dun wish to see history repeat yah...

panda: sorry leh... i forgot to message u at midnite... hahaz... was too tired so fell asleep... but anyway dun worry... i WILL get u a present... just a belated one yeah?? abit short of cash nowadays... hahaz. think im spending too much money on food... hahaz...

and to my dearest dear!!!: i noe this holz will be very boring for u... cuz i cant be there for u all the time... looking forward to 8th of June! =) in the meantime forgive me for spending so little time with u yah... =p

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5:03 PM

is there no one else? IS THERE NO ONE ELSE??!! my gosh... troy rox!!! brad pitt is soooo shuai lah!!! and his muscular body... hahahaz... all girls' dream man... hahaz... owells no regrets for watching the show... although we watched it like super late lah.. as u can see from the time of this entry... =) i just came home not long ago...

anyway i just realise that i gave my blog to the sailors and they will read the previous entry!!! uh oh... but i wont delete it away lah... anyway thanks for all those pple who cared for me... im alright already... itz a periodic thing yah... hahaz once in a while i will blast.. =) and im okay with rl liaoz =) started talking to him only after the guys ran 2.4, cuz i was cheering for the class guys... which of course includes him =) yeapz

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1:00 AM

owells just finish reading sher's blog... yeah i realise that crying is bad for the baby as well... hahaz... eh pple who dunnoe watz going on just ignore the line before this okay... yeapz i just finished crying too... it really feels good... well at least i still have dear when the worst situation comes... sorry dear, just think that i should settle these problems myself, so didnt tell you... unless you are reading this blog...



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8:43 PM

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bad day today
well actually it wasnt really a bad day... just felt exceptionally down...

it was still alright when school ended, my lao gong(sherlyn) blacked face towards the end of the day, i guess it must be over some smses... she seemed to be busy with her phone... decided to leave her alone to think stuff through... take care okay!

well then i moved to the canteen cuz another class was coming in, rl and wc was playing chinese chess, i cant even remembered wat remark i made that caused rl to scold me, well it wasnt exactly a scolding but he was just buay songing lah, fine i agree itz my fault that i dunoe that you will be pissed at such suaning and i said something that you dun like to hear infront of you, watever... i didnt say anything... i was close to tearing... i dunoe why i felt like that over such a small issue lah, i guess it has come to the time where i cant take things any longer...

right that was first, then the equipment stuff, the sailing team is going to spend another 1 hour counting the spoilt equipments even though we did that like dunoe how many times liaoz, im sorry that i failed as a qm okay, i think the greatest mistake i made was to become the qm of the team. i cant account for the equipments that have been lost, i cant give each and everyone of u a set of ropes of your own, i feel soooo terrible whenever you guys come up to me and say, erm can i have a set of ropes? or is there any more bungs? and stuffs have been breaking like almost every week and nothing is done to them. i wanted to buy new hiking straps on last sunday and fix them since we werent sailing, but i wasnt even decisive enough to do so. right so everything is MY fault.

while sailing, i cant even bring myself to shout and pple say "give me some water PLEASE!!!" when i am obviously having the right of way... i hate being such a me.

after sailing, bun was asking me for her life jacket, cuz she lent it to me, well i remembered putting it on a boat, but she couldnt find it, and looking at her worried face, i felt so screwed up. right my fault again, pple so nice lend me stuff and i got her worried... so i tried to go around finding the life jacket, okay it turned out that i accidently put it on meizhen's boat instead of vj's boat, sorry bun, my fault

then throughout the day rl was like looking so blacked face, i wonder whether it was because of the previous incident in school or it was because i failed so much as a qm such that he had to help to account for the spoilt equipments too, although it was supposed to be a job just for the qm... shall not jump into any conclusions, but at least i tried to talk to him cuz i noe he prefer pple like joking around him when he is feeling down, but i guess that didnt work, so i guess itz my fault right...

so as you guys can see... everything is all down to my fault, im glad that my tagboard is down, so that nobody can comment on anything... well unless you talk to me personally online... hahaz-my first hahaz in this entry i realise...

for once after so many months sailing i felt like quitting again lah, i feel so useless, and im sailing so badly i will just throw away vj's face lah okay... but azleen's encouragement kept me going... thanks azleen! she said i sailed well for the first race... although i screwed up the second race...




shocking me
8:16 PM

hahaz... realised i always start my blog with yo or watever... so shall start with hahaz instead... ok thatz crap... anyway just finish my blog surfing routine, first dear's blog, then lor, then from lor's go to pang's... then to von's then sherlyn... hahaz... really routine liaoz...

right.. about funfair, if you guys wana noe the other details can refer to lor's or von's blog... they are quite detailed... hahaz... bout the funfair from my narration.. here it goes...

erpz shall start with the night before =) stupid pang, made me wait so long for him at the bus stop, tot someone said he wont be late one??? i already tried to go there later liaoz lah.. hahaz... still have to wait.. hmph... nvm used to it liaoz.. hahaz...

then reached lor's house, was getting quite high cuz we are gonna bake cakes!!! hehe and itz like my first time baking cake since sec 2 home economics lah! my poor house dun have oven... *aye* okay anyway it was the ready mix kind... but i still enjoyed myself very much!!! gave the choc cake to d the nxt day... can see his delighted look! really makes me feel happy... so i guess wat pang said is true... u feel very happy when u do something and the other person really appreciates your effort =)

well then had mahjong, guess it just wasnt my day, lost like 8 bucks lah, so my mood got abit down... hahaz.. but nvm lah...

first to wake up as expected... took a cab to school, hahaz.. and the funfair started! well really didnt expect our stall to be so freaking crowded, and then the blah blah blah u go see the other blogs... as for me, i took quite a few breaks =p and i made a bouquet of tulips for d illegally... hahaz actually not illegally lah, cuz i was standing there guang1 ming2 zheng4 da4 making for him, hahaz... but didnt charge him anything, supposed to be 10 bucks lorz... like how ex...

felt abit bad that i bo chap the pe stall, but no choice, our class stall really needs helpers... already slacked for 1 hour walking around with kev... i think some of the girls didnt even have the chance to do that lol... i hope they did... yeapz... hahaz... suddenly recalled wat advait and aseem said to me... "i never cut so many potatoes in my life!" hahaz... that was really damn funny... last time didnt really noe them well, but after this funfair, i think it bonded our class as a whole, seeing everybody working together to make the stall a success feels great!

i shant talk bout those who didnt do ANYTHING to help the stall... not even the deco... u noe who u are -_- right... nvm at least majority did =) i think cooking is damn fun now... hahaz.. just now went to popular, saw this whole series of cooking books by this publisher... altogther got like 100 over books on different types of dishes lah! wah when i grow up and have nothing better to do, i shall buy all of them and cook something different everyday.. hahaz.. i dunoe why i like to cook when there is a specific order to follow... like okay cut this, then add this, how much how little everything is speicified already, then just follow, i like it tat way... u give me ingredients and just tell me to cook lytt.. i will be at a lost one lol... hahahaz.. so funny right

oh yah, after funfair had mass dance, the first dance was friendship dance lorz... wanted to dance with d cuz he was just sitting there, but he dunoe the steps... so decided to dance with lor instead... nvm d i teach u someday =) hahaz... yeapz...

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7:19 PM