Thursday, November 20, 2003
Busted Sleeping With The Light On lyrics
Along she came
With her picture
Put it in a frame
So I won't miss her
Got on a plane
From London Heathrow
It seems such a shame, Yeah
I feel her slipping through my fingers
Now she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
And shocks went through my veins now
That she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
Heard she's engaged
But to her best friend
No one's to blame
Here's where it all ends
And I feel the pain
Cos I'm without her
And I feel the pain
I feel her slipping through my fingers
Now she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
And shocks went through my veins now
That she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long.
I feel her slipping through my fingers
Now she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
And shocks went through my veins now
That she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
Oh Yeah
I feel her slipping through my fingers
Now she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
And shocks went through my veins now
That she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
I feel her slipping through my fingers
Now she's gone
Now she's gone
And shocks went through my veins now
That she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
shocking me
9:33 PM
Monday, November 17, 2003
dead tired and full... just came back from dinner at yuki no yaki, tepenyaki cum steamboat buffet! wah seh itz damn power man! better than sakae!!! although actually they are quite different lah... hahaz... class! nxt time we go there try okay?? got one opening at marine parade liaoz... oh yeah the food there is generally not bad... first fried dish was vege... kev fried it.. aka he sort of fried everything lah... then i only dump the raw food into the soup... hahaz... yeah it was nice!! then we sort of had a competition to see who can fry an egg without bursting the egg yolk lah... hahaz he fried 3 eggs i fried 2... like not alot... err we broke all 5... hahaz... oh you all should see how they clean the tie2 ban3... damn cool! they pour hot water then scrub scrub scrub then still got a hole on the tie ban to let the water flow out... cool man! hahaz... nxt up... ice cream! oolala it was damn fun making ur own ice cream! waited for them to solidify... then scrap it up from the tie ban and eat... damn cool! althought the ice-cream was only so so, but the process is damn fun... hahaz
opz.. still haven bathe yet leh.. hahaz had pt in school for ot... jogged 3.3 and climbed 25 storeys 6 times... okay lah not very very tiring... but our group damn slack lah... overall also quite fun lah! hahaz... saw ph training also.. oh xiang pin!! bye bye.. u going off liaoz right... take care... and sorry grace, didnt say bye to u... *opz* hahaz...
right then... when we were going home on the train... guess who messaged me?? him!!! omg.. he said... juz going home with ur bf ar? wah.. lucky kev was there man... if not dunoe wat will happen... hahaz... then i said yah... then he was like... never see me ar? which i really didnt.... hahaz... so scary!!! sounded as if he was stalking us lorz!
oh yah! saw cx online today... hahaz after like so long... so went to say hi... he just came back i think... then told him i also going vietnam... but too bad i think his event is on the 1st of december... cannot go support him... hahaz... so sad... nvm lah come back watch on tv... all the best man!!!
"Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a strike of luck."
shocking me
11:18 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2003
yesh! bought my hiking shoes liaoz!! hahaz... quite nice lah, itz from salomon, then got 40% discount.. like not shuang! usual price 139 become 83.40... hahaz... saved around 50 bucks man... yeapz... song bo
well went around shopping with lor at ps centrepoint and heerens... didnt really find anything i like... yeah so sad... but owells at least i still bought something... the shoes! hahaz.. oh yeah... met ph and vincent for a while then they zao liaoz... muz be gaying around somewhere... hahaz... even wear the same type of clothes... white top jeans and shoes... hahaz...
nxt up met wx... then followed by hs... first time seeing her close up... hahaz quite friendly... played at cuppage, and the tables there sux!!! itz damn irritating lah... like normally if u hit the same way the ball will go in, but it doesnt apply to the tables there... hahaz... still remember the first time i tried playing pool was there lah.. and the ball got stuck in the table!!! how bad can it get man... oh yeah played with hs's fren... whos method i suppose is close to kar seng's... hahaz just whack man...
oh yah... hahaz lor ur blog sounded as if u wanted to go causeway point... aka never say earlier... then i would have went... was in a dilema whether to go or not... but in the end i didnt lah... firstly dunoe wat to do when i reach there, as in after finish talking talking to the guys working there... then have to travel all the way back to meet wx in town also... so might as well stay around town lorz...
*yawnz* these few days always come home late... so getting abit tired... plus gunbound all the way at night... with rl keep on pushing me... bu4 zui4 bu4 gui1 ar... hahaz... tonite also... diaoz lytt really can die man... hahaz... then i cant wake up late... so even if i sleep at 1 i will still wake up at like 7?? hahaz... natural alarm clock u see... owells tml got talk at 3 pm and pt at 4... yae!!! then can exercise.. hahaz... hmmz dunoe whether i should go for the pre-camp or sailing on wednesday... feel like going for training cuz i seriously wana train myself up... budden... ai yah dunoe lah
shocking me
11:05 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2003
hahaz... just read ph's blog... cuz didnt really link his to my webbie... so dun read it consistently... niwae he oso only update it once in a while... hahaz... so this comment is actually quite outdated lah... but im still gonna say it anyway... if u need any help just say lorz... dun bury it inside urself... u will feel better... =) im an anything person, so dun have to care bout how i feel... even if i get angry it wont be more than 1 minute... really! hahaz... eh but tat doesnt mean u all can bully me hor... i will drown u all with all my whines... hahahaz... oh my rj frenz!!! forgot to tell u all that im known in the class for whining liaoz... hahaz... if only yengyong was here... then they will understand that im not one right... *opz*
now get to know my classmates better.. will noe wat to do if they blackface... hahaz... like riliang... he lost his wallet... which had more precious stuff other than the cards and the money.. then first thing see him... *dark clouds and lightning* hahaz... but i know that still we have to try to approach him right?? cuz he like pple to be concerned bout him... yeap yeap so when he black face we should tease him more hor...
shocking me
12:50 AM
dead tired... but still blogging... after so long a break... hahaz... ok first pw.. nothing much to say, just glad that it was over.. went for junyang's piano concert just now... he is damn freaking good... if only my fingers can move as fast as his lorz... like not seh... hahaz some pieces quite long like the sonata and the concerto... so nearly fell asleep.. *opz* really trying very hard not to already...
very very sianz... realise tat my last entry like attracted alot of commotion iznt it... *opz* didnt mean it... hahaz tml got sailing... yae... as in today... haha... so late already dunoe why still online... just feeling very very bored...
supposedly having class dinner tml... steamboat.. hahaz.. but i doubt many will turn up... as usual i have to sacrifice my smses... actually come to think of it maybe i will exceed this month lorz... these few weeks like smsing damn alot... ai yah but who cares... at most get scolding lorz... then nxt time dun ask me to contact pple hor... hahaz
sianz sianz sianz... really lazy to type liaoz... maybe too tired already... shall go sleep liaoz... good nitez bloggie and everybody out there...
shocking me
12:30 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
wat a fun day! actually not really lah... hahaz... had pw in school... was feeling damn damn sianz... but it got better as time goes by... dunoe why ph's mood swings are scary... morning see him cannot tok to him one... hahaz... but well it got better... oh he drew this... a man bending down to pick up a bar of soap thingy... hahahaz... nxt time ask him draw again then let u guess wat he drew... took me quite some time to figure everything out... hahaz...
well unexpected call of the day! from yingyi!!! hahaz... well i didnt really catch it when she said her name lah... then i was like die... cuz i told her say i call her back later cuz we were rehearsing op halfway mah and itz my turn to speak... yeapz so the whole time i was trying to figure out who was it lah!!! wth muz really go get caller id liaoz.. *aye* yeapz so i messaged ee min... cuz i only remembered it was something ending with a eee sound... yeapz here comes the process...
1. all guys cancelled cuz she asked me to join them for a girls-only session
2. not rgco pple... cuz we are all girls... hahaz
3. not odac pple... cuz they wont ask me out
4. not vj class pple... cuz they all busy with op
5. not ex-classmates... cuz we are all girls again...
so left me with a few choices... was trying very very hard to figure out who's voice it was also... so concluded that it was yingyi... clever guess man!!! hahaz... but i didnt have her number... so asked arya for it... and his reply confirmed that it was her... yeah man...
well so went all the way to her house... which was behind raffles town club... passed by rgs.. awww missing the school man... but now like alot of construction work going on... got this new block on the field... and the field is like closed for renovations... diaoz so sad... yeapz then after that had a 10 min walk to her house... like not far in!!! but it was damn nice lah... bungalow with this small garden and a pond in the centre of the house... look like chalet!!! and the only room i went in... had a pool table!!! wah seh... damn shuang man... hahaz... then have mj set also... hahaz i guess my life is just mj and pool man...
so 2 pple played pool while the rest played mj under the pool table... hahaz... we all quite crazy lah... but it was great man! really miss them alot... realised that they are very different from my vj group of frenz... cant really describe how different... just... different... hahaz... oh! before i went yinyi's house met william at parkmall... hahaz... he was like... u going yy's house ar.. diaoz so this girls-only session is quite known to the guys aint it...
hahaz... ate brownies but cant really finish them so had zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3... hahaz... quite funny oso... ahh best part of all... *gossip gossip* hehe... arya... never tell me arrrrrrr... watz with u and tracy ar?? hehe... muz be after wat i told u last time right.. then u decided to target on one girl right... hahahaz... hmmz... who else... oh selene oso attached with this councilor... yeap yeap... and william!!! muz buck up!!! i noe u can do it man!!! *opz* hahaz... hmmz actually quite a few couples in and out iznt it... my vj class muz jia1 you2 also!!! hahahaz... =p
"The rose speaks of love silently in a language known only to the heart."
shocking me
8:36 PM
Monday, November 10, 2003
*ouch* got 2 GIANT blisters on my feet... after walking from town all the way home... hahahaz... amazing huh.. cant believe i did that too... spent around 1 hour 45 min walking with kev... hahaz... thought that we were quite crazy... now like not tired... cant walk properly... hahaz but this can save me my jog tml... yeah! hmmz shall push it to wednesday then... hahaz...
well watched matrix revolution... itz nice man!!!! who says it sux?? hmm... hahaz yeapz although very sad lorz... trinity died and neo dunoe dead or alive... hahaz... but itz cool!!! i like the battle part man... like not exciting...
saw some pple i knew... nicole with her ehhem... dunoe watz his name... so funny cuz before i went town i was in the canteen asking ph whether the 2 of them are together... then saw them again at ps... hahaz... dunoe why always see marie around too... tat time at cine... now at ps... hahaz so funny...
ooh yah... happy birthday sherlyn!! hahaz... u noe i actually sent the message to u at 12.02 on my hp... but it was on the dot on ur hp... hahaz... i like not shen!!!! cuz i predicted that ur timing will be slower than mine mah, so i sent it later... hahahaz... crapz
shocking me
9:31 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2003
yae!!! very proud of myself... managed to resist the temptation of switching on my com, instead i finished my stats 2 tut!!! yeah baby... hahaz... itz quite tedious... but i like!! going to finish all the math stuff first... then come the sciences... owells oh pple if you see me like errr online right, then u all message but im not replying right... then most probably thatz not me.. itz my stupid elder bro lah, cuz he switched on his com, which will automatically sign in to windows messenger using my account... last time i used the com for a short while before thatz why... yeapz so if u dun see any errr display picture... thatz not me okay...
revolution tml!!! hope itz nice... hmm heard alot of critiques bout it... ai yah but im very easy to satisfy one... just show me something that i can understand right... i will say that itz nice... hahaz... so dun ever ask me for comments on movies... i will just say itz nice, hahaz...
"There are many things in life that may catch your eye, But only a few will catch your heart."
shocking me
9:34 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2003
Kelly Clarkson - Low
Lyrics:
Everybody's talkin'
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
but I don't want the sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
Well I just have to say
Before I let go...
(chorus)
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd hurt this much to be safe
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go
(chorus)
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
I walk ou of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...
(chorus)
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
'Cause what you did was low...
shocking me
11:10 PM
yosh! i guess i learnt the most stuff bout sailing today man... although i only sailed for like 30 min?? hahaz... but it was quite scary... the coach was practically shouting at me all the time... pull your outhaul!!! which i seriously dunoe which string it was... as in where to pull lah... but managed to figure out.. then pull ur kicker! pull ur downhaul! daggerboard!!! wah... damn scary lah... hahaz... but i muz say that he's a damn damn good coach!!! uncle tony u are the best man! *foo sux
hahaz... well after that sat in the powerboat... our new vjc powerboat with VIVALA VICTORIA printed on it lah!!! hehe like how seh... ohohoh there was this very very beautiful rainbow across the sky when they were sailing... really very nice... hahaz... like how long never see rainbow liaoz...
oh then there was this water-sprout thingy... which was actually like a mini tornado lah... really mini one... then u can see water spraying all over and itz moving across the sea!!! the coach wanted us to take a look so he drove the boat there, then suddenly a gust of wind like swirl past us... the thing just went past us! and uncle tony's hat was like blown all the way up to the sky then dropped into the sea... you all should have seen it man!!! hahaz... he said that it was due to the downthrust from a passing airplane... like not cool!!! haha... and the poor sailors... some of them didnt noe wat it was then went near it... *capsized* hahaz... like 2 or 3 pple in a row lah... thatz one of the stuff i learnt... not to go near one in the future... hahaz
justin sux!!! hahaz... firstly he came late... one hour late... we were supposed to rig up at 1 and launch at 2 lah... and when it was 1.30 and he wasnt there yet... we called his hp... not on... then az called his house phone... "oh you mean you all are down there already?? " hahahaz... best he just woke up... and we cant rig up first cuz he's holding on to the keys to all the lockers... best right? hahaz.. nvm i shall get used to it...
then he was asking me bout chinese... he attempted the 4th qn for the compo lah.. which was about this person who at first thought tat his ban1 zhu3 ren4, form teacher was some cold heartless creature who doesnt care bout the students at all... then something happened which changed his point of view towards his teacher lah... and the best thing was... justin didnt noe wat was ban1 zhu3 ren4! hahaz.. and he actually wrote like he and his form teacher had some stuff going on between them... then he went to find ban1 zhu3 ren4... which is the form teacher... sounds quite screwed iznt it... hahaz... aye acsi... wat more can you expect from them for chinese.. hahaz...
oh yah jo... wana say it again... take care okay... saw grace today so asked her wat you have been doing... cuz never see u around for so long mah... hahaz u and rl the best right... one sprain hand... one sprain leg.. hahaz...
"A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me. Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
shocking me
9:46 PM
Friday, November 07, 2003
Libra in Love
September 23-October 22
Libra is the cardinal-air sign ruled by Venus. This means heart processes through the mind. Libra is an active and sociable lover who enjoys having people around them as much as their intimacy. They are generally sensual and passionate lovers whose love of luxury and beauty penetrates the bedroom and the relationship. They are the peacekeepers of the zodiac and weigh all sides and situations equally
as such they often have difficulties in making hard and fast decisions. This can be frustrating for their loved ones as they vacillate between this and that...one way and another.
Libra needs attention and the company of other people and when deprived of that they can sink into a very real depression and lose their inspiration. They are people oriented and enjoy the stimulation of having their loved ones and friends an active part of their life.
This often creates a problem when the lover feels no more important then their best friend. Libras are all around charming and good natured even
when they don't want to be and they can actively stifle any personal complaints until they reach the boiling point. When a Libra has allowed the scales to become unfairly tipped they often lash out explosively. Surprising their mates who have come to see only their gentle and peaceable exterior. Libras love romance and all of its finest attributes from flowers, to poetry to love songs. They like the accessories that come along with being in love and the state of being in love itself...is often their primary focus in life. Whether it is being in love with their life, their job or their person.....they want to feel the connection of their heart..to their world and their mind.
Libra Sexuality: Libras generally prefer the romantic, tender and extravagant extensions of sexuality and lust. They like the goodies, the romantic gestures, the love thoughts left in their morning mail. Love is an idealized vision to a Libra and it comes complete with setting, tone and atmosphere. They often are hesitant to speak their likes and dislikes and it is important to coax them into speaking their minds. Rough and coarse interludes are usually a no-no and the more artistically pleasing and overtly romantic the better.
The long term story: Libras need variety in the people around them. They feel most comfortable and secure in peaceful and harmonious settings and wilt when there is negativity or turmoil. The enjoy a partners receptivity to doing 'stuff' for them, running errands or taking the imitative on a 'couple' project. They have an amazing reservoir of strength behind them that can be startling and they usually have remarkable minds behind their beauty. They enjoy having a pleasing and pretty home and a lot of attention goes into the process of making life beautiful. Including ignoring some of the harsher realities and avoiding any kind of actions that can disturb the peace or status quo. They also have tempers and when they feel the scales have become to unequal can explode suddenly.
Positive Traits in Love: Demonstrative, affectionate, playful, sensual, easy going, gentle, fair, giving, receptive.
Negative traits: Indecisive, self centered, detached, temperamental at times, envious, dishonest.
What Libra likes:
Romance in all of its glory, Harmony, Beautiful things, Attention & admiration, Having people around, Intelligence, Creativity & imagination, Gentleness, Feeling supported
What Libra Dislikes:
Criticism, Loud arguments, Being forced into decisions, Coarseness/crudeness, Confusion situations, Disloyalty, Lack of enthusiasm, Apathy
Libra Love Keywords:
Romantic, creative, artistic, loving, generous, pleasant, sensual, indecisive, argumentative, envy and jealousy.
interesting iznt it... and i guess some parts are true... owells had chinese... was so so... but wasnt really in the mood to talk about it... hahaz... now downloading gunbound... rl ask me install lah... kev oso... so i install lorz... hahaz...
went to cgh for my 7up with salt again... hahaz... then saw damn alot of tpjc pple... actually have to wait until all of them are done before the nurses can see us.. but we special request to cut queue... hahaz... cuz we aint jabbing anything... itz just 5 cups of water altogether wat... shouldnt take very long right... so in the end we did... hahaz... oh yeah
then went to meet kev... then hm and peon... sat down toked a while then went home lorz... saw alot of pple along the way man!!! lemmi see... yingyi, tracy, yengyong, arya, william, yukun, selene... from rj lah... hahaz... so happy to see them again... and sorry william for that hit... *sayang sayang* dun cry hor... hahaz... didnt mean it... =p at most nxt time u hit me back lorz...
"My mind longs for you, For us and then, I fall into myself and thoughts of back when."
shocking me
8:55 PM
Thursday, November 06, 2003
ladidaz... totally boring day today... staying at home the whole day to mug chinese... like not sianz... but muz get it over and done with once and for all... dun wana end up with a b3 then have to retake nxt year... at least have more time for myself then... hahaz
well well well... actually nothing much to talk about... just... err good luck to all those who are taking chinese tml... we are going to do it man!!! be the only class with everybody getting As.. hahahaz...
"Real love hurts; Real love makes you totally vulnerable and open;
Real love will take you far beyond yourself; Therefore real love will devastate you.
If love does not shatter you, You do not know love."
shocking me
3:07 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
yae!!! i accomplished something great today... let me list down wat i ate after breakfast okay...
1. one plate of rice with 2 vege and 1 fish
2. 1 yam bao
3. one bag of apples
4. 1 ham and cheese omelet
5. 1 cornetto ice cream
6. 2 plain roti prata
7. one bowl of ice jelly
8. one packet of peanuts
9. 3 yam tang1 yuan2 and 1 red bean tang yuan with almond milk and another with peanut
10. slices of cuttlefish
is that alot?? hahahaz... im so proud of myself man... =p
i guess im suffering from depression man... thatz one of the symptoms mah... excessive eating
well thatz why i spent some time talking to lor and wx about it... lor said... follow ur heart... wx said.. follow ur brain... hahahaz... i dunoe... dun wana tink about it also... ai yah this will be the only day i eat so much... i shall start fasting again...
well sher was quite scary after her pw presentation today... relax okay gal! dun be too hard on ur teammates... hahaz..other than chinese i spent my whole day in the canteen lah... thatz why i ate so much...
played mj at lor's house again... lost 2 bucks... not too bad... hahaz... although i only gamed once lah... but the once is full tai! hahahaz... heng if not really lose like wat liaoz... had been thinking about it throughout the whole mj session lah... actually lor talked to me until i wana give in liaoz... but then after some more thinking... i guess i should errr
give myself more time... yeah... ai yah letz worry bout chinese and op first...
shocking me
8:19 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
frustrating day i had... started out damn badly.. but lucky i went to school... then talk to pple... cheered myself up... hahaz..
first my mum... i wanted to bring the labtop to school in the bag meant to put labtop one lah... but guess wat she said?? wah u hold lytt, what if somebody just snatch it away from you?? then if you go out and eat then left it aside, then wait other pple go take it away how?? WTH!!!! who would be so crazy lah!!!! okay lah a labtop is quite ex lah.. but still... in school leh!!! who else will take it!!! then the best thing she did was to stuff the labtop into MY BAG!!! WTF... like not heavy lah... then she put all the other cables into another plastic bag... for goodness sake... just bring that suitcase that comes with the labtop right!!!
was darn irritated already... then started tearing in the car... just felt irritated and frustrated by everything... partially wat happened last nite lah... to wx: thatz why my hair so messy in the morning... then cannot see my red eyes.. hahaz... then sort of scared rl and others away in the morning... i guess i looked quite dao huh...
but owells my mood picked up as the day goes by... chinese class was as pathetic as before, with me being the only girl there.. hahaz... wat do you tink??? nvm then lecture talking alot of cock to ph... as usual... then pw... rehearsed everything in some classroom lah... then after a while, marcus's group actually came in and used the same classroom as us... they juz needed a power socket... hahaz so funny presenting it infront of them... he said our presentation was funny... diaoz... hahaz... okay lah... not bad...
played pool and then 3 pple mj at lor's house... sort of a routine already... not pool then mahjong... life's getting so boring... monoctonous... watever...
aye... i told him yesterday nite that i wont change my decision... hahaz... ph was still saying that he bet i will get attached by the end of this year... i will prove it to u that i wont! hahaz... okay err back to the main point... yeah... even jeremy smsed me and told me to go back to kev... i dunoe... i dun wana return back to him cuz there may be a 3rd time that i will leave him again... but he said that love is about taking risks... and he just want to be together for now... even if we will break another time... if so... it isnt called love anymore is it?? i dunoe... just wana concentrate on my studies first lah... then see how lorz...
just glad that there are frenz around me most of the time... maybe im too adaptable a person... can go along well with almost everybody lah... so it iznt really that bad... hope he can survive through his poly life too...
shocking me
9:01 PM
Monday, November 03, 2003
ahh... damn boring day... darn it... nvm shall go jogging later with zhi heng.. long time never jog with him liaoz.. at first he wanted to go gym... but i dun like going to gyms... dun wana train up my arm muscles so much... then the treadmill can only jog for 20 min... then so many pple waiting for the machines... ai yah jogging is the best... hahaz...
chinese lesson sux today... although i was quite satisfied with my marks for my chinese compo!!! hahaz... yeah man! muz stick to miao2 xie3 wen2 for ao oso... thatz the one i can score best in i think... like to use alot of analogies... if only my gp was half as good... hahaz...
slept during the 2 lectures... was thinking bout him alot during chem... and math lect since he msged me then... ahhhh somebody save me... i know i shouldnt be doing this... feel like getting close to him... but i dont want to get in again... diao watz this??!! like yesterday lorz... we walking until halfway near city hall mrt station... then got this guy stopped us to fill in some survey lah... then after the survey he asked... "so you guys are a couple right?" good question.. why muz one girl one guy walking together be a couple?? can be good frenz right... hahaz... maybe i should juz be his godsister or mei4 or watever lah...
his frenz all told him to forget bout me... as tagged on his blog... but i dun think it will ever happen if we go on like this... aye... wat to do...
"Love will not appear in command by one's heart, But will reveal itself one way or another unexpectedly."
shocking me
4:05 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2003
realise that im the one who updates my blog the most often... everyday lah... hahaz... without fail.. itz becoming part of my life already...
niwae went out today... supposedly with py and tere along... met kev first at the little india mrt station then we went down to ps together... and guess wat we realised... nobody called py and tere to tell them we are going out!!! i tot that he did! cuz i asked him... can py and tere go? as in i tot he asked them already and he said yah... so i took it that py and tere can go and will be going... but he read it as me asking if py and tere can come along... so he tot that im asking them to come... ahhh so in the end... only the 2 of us... hahaz.. is this fate or wat??
went to watch matchstick man... nice movie!!! hahaz... with a nice little twist in the story... surprising and funny! hahaz... you guys should go and watch it too! hmm... other than that nothing much liaoz lorz... oh! finally tried the ah kun's kaya toast... is it ah kun or ya kun? ai yah heck... yeah itz damn nice!!! hahaz... crispy.. although not so hot already.. but still damn nice... ahhh muz go try it again... hiek hiek...
well he lent me his shoulders on the bus... at a cost of 5 bucks... 1 dollar per minute... hahahaz.. of course juz kidding la... right??? yeah... kind of missed those days again... shit lah... i tink im going back to square one again... aye... wat to do...
"Falling in love is awfully simple, Falling out of love is simply awful!"
shocking me
9:18 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2003
one word *tiredz*
went sailing today... which i wasnt supposed to... hahaz... but heck care lah... light wind so dun need to use alot of strength... although my upper arm was aching abit... i love this kind of weather!!! hehe not light until no wind.. but still enough to make sailing enjoyable... well saw my rj sailing frenz after like dunoe how many months!!!! miss them... hahaz... today attendance not bad leh... half the squad's down... which is me azleen and justin... hahahaz.. how pathetic can it get man... and that justin ar... ai yo... 10 plus called him... oh i overslept! hahaz... diao... so funny... niwae had a good time suntanning...
few stuff to note: when on a run... if wana pick up boat speed muz point abit and sheet in... got speed liaoz... then bear away... sail laugh then sheet in abit... yeapz... i tink so?? i tink thatz the most impt thing i learnt today.. hmm maybe should go buy the sailing book like the rj pple did to read right... they are going to have like 4 trainings a week lah!!! we are like damn slack as compared to them lorz... hahaz... nvm heck...
went to grace's house for pw... ph looked better... as in not unusual lah... thatz good... yeapz muz say our group damn efficient man... one day finish op liaoz... hahahaz... like not shuang! but alot of stuff still haven do yet lah... but we are going to do individually...
ordered pizza hut delivery... yummy!!! ate like a pig again... yae!! tml going out with tere py and kev... so long never see them liaoz... hahaz... then dun have to stay at home and rot... crapz... i tink i too heck care my chinese liaoz leh... better study abit lah... make myself feel better...
"The magic of first love is our ignorance, that it can never end."
shocking me
10:39 PM